Where all the good-mannered guys at? Because I’m sick of meeting horny, perverted, and weird ass niggas.
Not giving a damn about anyone in this wretched place.
Don’t call me your fucking friend if all you do is just talk to me so I can help you with your fucking homework or tutor you. You’re not my friend if you don’t get to know me but only to know what I know about your fucking homework. You’re not my friend if the only time is we hang out is at college so I can help you with your homework. Do me a fucking favor and drop out of college or leave me alone. I’m not someone who you can take advantage of.
I will never let anybody in my life again. I won’t let anybody get close to me. I won’t open up to anybody. I won’t let myself get hurt. Not again.. Not anymore.
Everything that occurs or pops into my life always seem to have an expiration date. Meaning nothing that comes into my life stays there forever.Friendship, relationship, family members, etc always end up going bad, wrong, or someone ends up leaving. Nothing in my life is final and set in stone. It makes me upset because all I need is just one thing, one person, one relationship/friendship to remain intact forever. No expiration date whatsoever.
My family loves talking shit about me. Whether it’s in front of my face or behind my back it’s always negative things about me. My grades, my weight, my looks and anything else they can find wrong with me. And I “love” those times where they actually “care” about me and pretend to be there for me for only one thing. And that is wanting to know something about my life cause they know I’m an open person and they would use any information about my life against me or spread it around or make it worst than it really is.
Expect less and you’ll find yourself to be less disappointed in life